i've never

I’ve never cared so much. I’ve never been so emotionally

Attached. I’ve never craved someone’s touch, not how I

Do with you. I’ve never worried so much, about doing

Things right and keeping things light, keeping things fun,

So you don’t bolt and run. I’ve never been like this. I’ve

Never worried so much about someone else being happy,

Regardless of the cost. I’ve never found myself sauntering

Around, so happy to be lost. Although, I suppose, there is

No one I’d rather be lost with. I’ve never been so terrified

And simultaneously content, basking in something that

Surely must be heaven-sent because, how else could

Something feel this good?